Impasse

Weirdest things always happen to him. He always tries to avoid mistakes, doing his best to be perfect. He curls his tongue twice before he speaks. He always imagines the consequences for everything he commits, wishing sadness of regrets ignores him, one day... he can't breathe, he is choking. Fish bones seem to spear his throad, too much of pain, but he does not cough. He cries! They are not fish bones, they are what he expects turn to be too perfect, he can't find a way out. It is too perfect just like a cube. And he is trapped in the spiral with two heads merged. He is going insane now. Just DAMM.  Being terrified, he can't make a word, his eyes become soulless, breathing heavily, he starts scratching, hitting and running into the perpetual direction. It is so dark there, but it is ok now. At least, he is not thinking.